m=mass e=energy

{-me l em} Is it too crazy to think that maybe there are 3 phases of mass or energy? A black-hole being a "negative phase" or pulsar like element? Instead of pumping energy into "our" reality it "pumps" it out of it? A white dwarf or "regular" pulsar like the one in the crab nebula pumps "positive phase" energy in? Maybe it would be more like (-m,-e) and (e,m) but they can cross literally any-where and every-where? "Normal" pulsars could be white-holes? If the big-bang is "the" white hole, would that make "the wall" at the edge of the universe the ultimate black-hole? What would a negative and positive phase mesh make our reality? The undefinable zero on the "outside edge" of the graph, and we would be one of many seemingly infinite definable "points" between?

Oh, I know far too much wish-wash, but it's not like I am saying I have billions of years of knowledge in my mind, or that God could only be an alien. I am just asking questions, not offering any of them as answers, truths, or proof. I am not interested in what people think, that don't think a concept of God is possible. Nor am I interested in hearing someone else's idea how God is specifically this, that, or the other.

This is posted for someone who is well grounded in reality and science and isn't ready to dismiss any possibilty for their opinion. I have a pretty standard opinion of God, it's the universe I'm trying to learn more about.